Well, ...

Hey guys, I know it took me too much time to come back here and give you a little update (anyway, nobody was asking why I wasn't blogging so I suppose it's not that bad :D ). Ok then, do you wanna know what's been going on for the past month or so? Let me share with y'all a little...

You know, it was all so...don't actually know how to finish the sentence. Anyway, lately I have been feeling that God was about to do something for me. Kind of like I felt that there's some change coming. And that it would be good. But then my disbelief showed up and I was not sure whether it's possible that God would decide to do this for me. It just seemed so not possible and so hard to happen. And I was kind of mad at God that He made me to desire something and now He's talking it away from me. Like, what's the point? But then the things turned out the way I would only imagine. And that's just the beginning. I'm sure there's more to come. And it's gonna be hard sometimes. This is what have read today:

... Many times in important moments, when my answer is yes, I don't know fully know what all of the consequences are going to be... And maybe that's good because otherwise we would not make the first step. But when I answer yes I set in motion an adventure that will change me forever... If I want to walk on water, I've got to get out of the boat...

So wish me luck as I try to walk:)